Have you ever fallen in love with someone, or are you doing now? Of course, while you are falling in love, you would be so happy. Maybe you might feel as you have everything in the world. That’s great power of love. However, what if your lover leaves you? What would you feel like after the breakup? Can you handle any emotion that follows after love? Can you lead your routine life?
I can never do that. I’m always heartbroken, desperate and desolated no matter how much I loved someone, no matter what broke up our relationship, or no matter who said good bye first. After breakup, I feel miserable, sad, or painful, all the emotion that can come up in your mind when you are in the middle of extreme pain. I used to be. I hated that feeling, “heartbreak”. But now, I couldn’t have felt that kind of emotion because I have never fallen love for a long time. These days, I think it is more miserable not to feel love toward someone. I can’t even remember that how that kind of feeling makes me painful. Ironically, I sometimes want to be heartbroken. Do you think I am a masochist? Definitely, no! I just need love. Now I think being heartbroken is the privilege of the people who loved.
I can never do that. I’m always heartbroken, desperate and desolated no matter how much I loved someone, no matter what broke up our relationship, or no matter who said good bye first. After breakup, I feel miserable, sad, or painful, all the emotion that can come up in your mind when you are in the middle of extreme pain. I used to be. I hated that feeling, “heartbreak”. But now, I couldn’t have felt that kind of emotion because I have never fallen love for a long time. These days, I think it is more miserable not to feel love toward someone. I can’t even remember that how that kind of feeling makes me painful. Ironically, I sometimes want to be heartbroken. Do you think I am a masochist? Definitely, no! I just need love. Now I think being heartbroken is the privilege of the people who loved.
I agree. Whether joy or pain, it's worth having to everyone. Anyway, I wish you to find your lover soon.
답글삭제I guess You seem to be sensitive~
답글삭제I like how you pointed the idea that it's sad to know that you have no more love feeling toward someone. A point rarely mentioned when people talk about love.
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